My weight has stayed they same, Although I am so pleased I have not gained I am a little disappointed I have not lost....and then when I think about it I have no right to be disappointed as I have not been putting any kind of effort into getting this weight of, I am banded shouldn't it just come of itself??? LOL NO. I have been eating what I wanted when I wanted, (if bitchy lets me) What I mean is, I have not put much effort in to choosing and making right choices, salads.....great!!!! but with lashings of mayo, vegetables.....wonderful!!!! but with butter, and exercise......practically none.

The sun is shining and the S.A.D seems to have moved on for a while at least, I have found some energy and now need to put it to good use. I have started to make what little garden we have look a little acceptable, kids toys all over, we still have old carpet and lino to be taken to the dump, pots hanging around just waiting for me to make a start and pot the bedding plants, so much to do and so little enthusiasm.

I watched a program on t.v last night about a 15 year old girl who weighed in at 33 stone. 462 lb or 210 kg. My heart went out to her, she had many emotional problems which played their parts into her gaining so much weight. But I have to say fair play to her and a massive well done as she went to the U.S to a camp for overweight kids by the end of the program she had lost 12 stone. I have the utmost respect and admiration for this young girl, she was a model student in the camp and even went home for Christmas and had lost another 5lb by the time she got back to camp. My only concern is that she is able to keep this weight of, all the hard work she has put into losing weight, it's such a shame she will have to work so hard for the rest of her life and battle with the demons that got her there in the first place. I would love for the film makers to visit her in another year.

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